Dear Livejournal
Today I turned 40, it's been a quiet day, just got a nice dinner in delivered from an Indian place, and watching a movie with my mom and roommate.
But man, I'm finding it difficult to reckon with the fact that nobody will ever be attracted to me again for the rest of my life.
But man, I'm finding it difficult to reckon with the fact that nobody will ever be attracted to me again for the rest of my life.